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Great addition to the live-action version of Disney's Aladdin. I loved the movie, it was not disappointing if anything it made me smile how they kept nodding at the previous film. Save the lack of Jafar's song and the missing giant snake... it was a great movie. The soundtrack was what I hoped, and the new songs were perfect. Speechless in particular, and I know you'll think so too.
I know you'll love this song and her appearance the moment you hear the song and see the style of her outfits, if you haven't already, of course. This song fits you. Convoluted your view past may be... I've always seen and appreciated your strengths.
You were never one to maintain things to yourself. At least at the most crucial times. I don't think I'll ever fully forget you, and that well... will be what it will be. You spoke daggers to me. You shot me down. You insulted me, attacked me accused me and damned me. You stood up for yourself when you thought you were being held back. You felt cornered and swung. That... I'll always smile at. You never remained speechless. :: winks:: Hmm hmm. How's that for a pleasant memory? Anyway. This song...
...This song is you.
Here comes a wave meant to wash me away
A tide that is taking me under
Swallowing sand, left with nothing to say
My voice drowned out in the thunder
But I won't cry
And I won't start to crumble
Whenever they try
To shut me or cut me down
I won't be silenced
You can't keep me quiet
Won't tremble when you try it
All I know is I won't go speechless
'Cause I'll breathe
When they try to suffocate me
Don't you underestimate me
'Cause I know that I won't go speechless
Written in stone
Every rule, every word
Centuries old and unbending
"Stay in your place"
"Better seen and not heard"
But now that story is ending
'Cause I
I cannot start to crumble
So come on and try
Try to shut me and cut me down
I won't be silenced
You can't keep me quiet
Won't tremble when you try it
All I know is I won't go speechless, speechless
Let the storm in
I cannot be broken
No, I won't live unspoken
'Cause I know that I won't go speechless
Try to lock me in this cage
I won't just lay me down and die
I will take these broken wings
And watch me burn across the sky
Hear the echo saying:
I won't be silenced
Though you wanna see me tremble when you try it
All I know is I won't go speechless, speechless
'Cause I'll breathe
When they try to suffocate me
Don't you underestimate me
'Cause I know that I won't go speechless
I wrote something once and it was made known to me the comments made by someone upon reading my piece. Sure, the piece was about them, yes, but not intended for them. Sure, it was public but that's hardly setting some sort of bait. And after all, writing something about any one person does not mean it is intended for them to read it. I digress. The comments circulate around my having written it just for the sake of the person reading it. Cheapening, at least for me, the whole of the piece. Making me out to be manipulative. With that off my chest... I wished to write quite a few and lengthy a thing, before that memory entered my mind and soured the idea.
So about writing out my thoughts on a few cherished memories of you... I instead will say, fuck you.
I may write them later, possibly. But this sour note of a memory you've left me is what took hold. I'd say sorry, but apologizing for having a mind and a recollection of past events is as vestigial as your apologies.
Knowing how I deal with past scars and the people attached, stepping on shards of glass rather than rose petals while treading through my memories is part of my healing process... and my process of letting go, without any anger. When I see that all I remember is pain. It lifts a weight off of truly letting that person go completely.
Even if you do love them with all your being, and always will.
I may not search for it, but is is something I rarely ever see.
It's been twice now, no.. more. I just can't remember very well... but I've been there.
It makes me feel like I was never there for them... like the time I invested meant so little, that it was forgotten so easily. They all have done this. I just ask myself, did I actually fool myself into thinking I was more? It's possible, everyone has wishes.
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DreamEscape
20:26 Jun 19 2019
good song i love it